It’s tiring. I always make mistakes. All the time. I have no intention of pitying myself. It’s a fact. I’m too easily distracted when I’m supposed to take care of important matters. I have a sense of responsibility somewhere but it doesn’t help. It’s irritating because I know when I am wrong and when I made mistakes. I’m just unable to act differently, I’m not learning anything from experiences. It’s an accumulation of the same mistakes over and over again, endless, boring, alienating. Can I become a whole if I’m still letting my pieces being disconnected the one from the other?
I have recently learned that we cannot just disband our bad habits, we must replace them with good ones.
True. The problem is finding good ones, as habits tend to be bad most f the times.