It’s tiring. I always make mistakes. All the time. I have no intention of pitying myself. It’s a fact. I’m too easily distracted when I’m supposed to take care of important matters. I have a sense of responsibility somewhere but it doesn’t help. It’s irritating because I know when I am wrong and when I made mistakes. I’m just unable to act differently, I’m not learning anything from experiences. It’s an accumulation of the same mistakes over and over again, endless, boring, alienating. Can I become a whole if I’m still letting my pieces being disconnected the one from the other?
