A word about misanthropy
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What you hate is what you are. Perhaps even more than what you love. Any kind of feeling of tenderness can be mistaken for love without rationalization. Hate and displeasure are actual. They cannot be mistaken. So if I say, and I’m quite certain I can affirm it by now, that I dislike people and that my dislike most of the time borders hatred, I cannot be told it’s only the spur of the moment. I cannot be treated like I’m a psychotic monster. I’ve been running away from certain sort of people, from a precise typology of human kind. Yet I’m being reminded for I don’t know what reasons I shouldn’t be so sure of my feelings, that these feelings are not certainties. Well, I do like some very selected individuals. It’s not an elitist reasoning that comes into account when I sense I do not dislike somebody, that I even like this somebody. It’s a very instictive feel, and it’s not necessarily possible to explain with a few words what are the elements that are part of the “I like” equation. Dislike on the other hand is both instinctive and rational. I can feel a strong and uncontrollable displeasure in the presence of some person, but most of the times I can clearly point out the sources of my dislike. I do not know why I should be apologetic, why I should find replies coated in sugar when I’m forced to reveal myself and admit, in part or entirely, that I’m not willing to deal with people I don’t like. What do they expect? I try to be empathic and civil, but I can only be as long as I’m not supposed to associate, to mingle with them. Is it so hard to get? I’m not that upset when it happens to me as well. I’m aware I’m not completely peculiar about this sentiment. This world proves more and more narrow everyday.